Me and My ‘Mental Ruts’
So, it’s been quite some time since I last wrote a blog post. It’s been a funny few months for me, as I can imagine it has been for many people. We are still in the middle of a deadly panasonic, after all. As that continues to rage on, as racism has continued racism-ing, as the politics of this country has descended further into the gutter and as things have changed in my personal life, I’ve at times found it hard to think straight. I’ve found it difficult to process my thoughts, to concentrate for long periods and to keep information straight in my head. Time seems to simply pass…
Windrush: The Ongoing Battle for Justice
Three years after the scandal broke in the media, the battle for justice for the Windrush Generation continues. The news of the Windrush Scandal caused huge outrage from people on all points on the political spectrum, thus forcing the government to admit its wrongdoing and take steps to make it right. Some people may believe that, with the announcements of the Windrush Compensation Scheme and the Windrush scheme, all is taken care of now and the wrongs have been made right. Well, those people would be incorrect. I have written a number of updates on the scandal since then, including discussing issues with the compensation scheme and the fact that…
Putting Up Resistance: How to Get Involved
Since the beginning of 2020 it seems like there has been just one tragedy after another. The pandemic. The government’s mishandling of it, causing over 120,000 deaths. George Floyd. Breonna Taylor. The performative responses to the BLM protests. The murders of Nicole Smallman and Bibaa Henry, and the disgusting Met police officers who took selfies with their dead bodies. Police brutality in both the US and the UK. The murder of Sarah Everard. The UK becoming a fascist state (see: The Police, Crime, Sentencing and Courts Bill). The clear corruption of this government (77k on eyebrows?!). All of us have been affected in some way by the events of the…
Windrush: A Further Update
The Windrush Generation is STILL fighting for justice. I’m going to keep this post brief and limit it to events that have transpired in the last few months. Why? Because if you’ve been reading this blog for a while you will already know what I think and how I feel about the scandal, the Home Office, Priti Patel and the very racist fabric of this country. None of that has changed. If anything, those feelings have intensified, and every day I see the news it is a concerted effort not to explode into a fiery ball of rage. Anyway, I digress. What’s the update? Issues with the Compensation Scheme As…
Fruit of the Lemon and the Stories of Our Elders
Synopsis “Faith Jackson fixes herself up with a great job in TV and the perfect flatshare. But neither is that perfect – and nor are her relations with her overbearing, though always loving family. Furious and perplexed when her parents announce their intention to retire back home to Jamaica, Faith makes her own journey there, where she is immediately welcomed by her Aunt Coral, keeper of a rich cargo of family history. Through the weave of her aunt’s storytelling a cast of characters unfolds stretching back to Cuba and Panama, Harlem and Scotland, a story that passes through London and sweeps through continents.” – Goodreads For me, Fruit of the Lemon…
How to Get Your Reading Mojo Back
When the world first began to properly grapple with COVID-19 and we went into lockdown, some of us pledged to use that time to work on ourselves: to learn a new language or instrument, to learn to cook, or to finally make time for reading. But the truth, that many of us weren’t prepared for, is that living through a pandemic is hard. Being in lockdown is hard. And for people who were still working full-time, that free time we thought would materialise simply did not. I was one of the people who wanted to make the most of lockdown and upskill, especially as I was not in full-time employment.…
2021: My Bookish Goals
At the end of 2019 I wrote a post detailing my reading pledges for 2020. This was, of course, pre-pandemic and I was looking forward to the new year and feeling hopeful. Suffice it to say, I didn’t meet those pledges. I started my reading challenge, but then lockdown and the difficulties it brought to other areas of my life (which I wrote about here), meant that I hit a reading slump as my mind was constantly elsewhere. In February, I broke my pledge not to buy any new books for the first six months of the year when I attended an author event with Candice Carty-Williams and Sareeta Domingo.…
Priti Patel and the Dangers of the Home Office
Another week, another example of despicable and dangerous behaviour from the Home Office. As you all ought to be aware, on 2 December a deportation flight to Jamaica took off. It was dubbed #Jamaica50 on Twitter and Instagram because 50 people were due to be deported. As campaigners such as BARAC UK rallied for public support to get the flight stopped, lawyers representing the deportees worked tirelessly and into the early hours of the morning of the 2nd to have those wrongfully put on that flight removed. When the flight took off, only 13 of the original 50 were on it. Let’s read that again. Only 13 people out of the…
The Vanishing Half: Love, Identity & Empathy
Synopsis “The Vignes twin sisters will always be identical. But after growing up together in a small, southern black community and running away at age sixteen, it’s not just the shape of their daily lives that is different as adults, it’s everything: their families, their communities, their racial identities. Many years later, one sister lives with her black daughter in the same southern town she once tried to escape. The other secretly passes for white, and her white husband knows nothing of her past. Still, even separated by so many miles and just as many lies, the fates of the twins remain intertwined. What will happen to the next generation,…
Happy Birthday to Me: A Love Letter to Myself
WARNING: omphaloskepsis I’ll be 32 years old tomorrow. If you had asked me ten years ago what I envisioned my life to be now, I’m not entirely sure what I would have told you, but I don’t think I would have envisioned what my life actually is. I wouldn’t have seen myself as a 32-year-old career changer. I would have seen myself as established in my career (at the time I wanted to be a barrister); I wouldn’t have seen myself as a former teacher/Subject Leader – I wouldn’t have seen myself in education at all. I wouldn’t have seen myself transitioning towards a career in commercial law; in fact,…
